∴Cecilia ♥♥♥

Sat, 09 Jun 2007 07:18:18 GMT

四月在玩。。。
五月在玩。。。
六月还在玩。。。。　
每天凌晨１，２点回家。。。
什么玩的都玩。。。
突然。。。。
觉得好empty....

我一个礼拜

要上班，要上课，要去教会，要陪bf...和朋友party...

听起来很充实。。可是，我都怕自己会精神分裂　＝_______=|

因为。。。我是Christian....
需要面临的东西。。。太多了

。。。。。

lol~

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 20:35:06 GMT

i finally got my sales code working in Cingular..haha ^^ CAC

i just wanna write in Chinese, again =X

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 21:20:18 GMT

lj..寫的人越來越少了﹐其它幾個blog也一樣..沒有剛建page時的新鮮感﹐安靜地停在那裡- 少了那麼點毅力。
小小Update一下
夏天過半...一直到現在都優哉游哉﹐ 而且剛剛把Ohlone的兩堂課都drop了...不只是逃避﹐我真的需要時間冷靜一下...心痛到底是什麼滋味?﹖ 剛好﹐這幾天接到了朋友介紹去Cingular手機店工作的機會﹐雖然會很忙﹐但在這種時機﹐我竟然接下來了...不可思議﹐ 我竟然讓自己變成了一個每週忙七天的工作狂 =_=| ...很好﹐降可以避免我去想很多無聊且複雜的事情。還有錢拿﹐很不錯啊
My Schedule:
星期一到四整天待在Cingular..人人傳訊 = =
星期五﹐六在方苑西餐﹐ 我不願因為賣手機而辭掉這份工作﹐因為實在很喜歡在西餐廳打工的感覺﹐順便減肥
Sunday 12-11pm @ 甜品天地..這個地方從開門開始我也做了一年多了﹐很輕鬆又穩定
晚上還有教會......
Fall的時候就不能這麼拼了﹐老媽是說什麼也不會讓我打這麼多工的= =。。功課重要。。重要。。重要 >.< 哎
上周自己把頭髮染成了純黑色...想改變形象??o-O 不知為什麼﹐看起來壞壞的
家裡的Hamster老了...動作變慢﹐好像隨時會死掉= =﹐看來時間才是最殘酷的東西。。。傷害于無形之中~
而我自己也快18了﹐ 天啊....有人叫我阿姨!!!!
"對不起﹐你剛剛說什麼? 姐姐沒聽到~﹗" 通常是我對那類小孩的回答...﹔ D
btw, 我親愛地Sharon美女8月要回國了....55555以後沒人陪我一起發瘋了 T.T ..
en...沒關係~ 我爸回國更早﹐兩天後Newark整棟房子就是我的了!~ Fremont byebye~~GO party house! yay!!! ~~sleep over ..buddies~ 來玩吧 xD ..記得要請幾天假 ~hoho
...30秒前剛剛拆開一封信﹐ 是UCR的 Decline Letter...它終於寄到了﹐我無言啊。。。

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 18:25:23 GMT

After flipped a coin yesterday, i got my decision in a sudden...
Why wasn't the other side? if it is, i certainly will go to Ohlone.
面对命运的安排，我连牺牲的机会都没有
算了，还是开始忘记吧~
就让该离开的，在离开时随时间远去
==============================
did my SIR today, A relax feeling just came right through~
Cecilia Chang
UC Riverside [College of Humanities]
Studio Art + Business Admin

Who else is going to UCR? (the "UC Err")
so far i only know Herpender and Wesley

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:55:22 GMT

yay, i'm back from Vegas!
My Spring Break:
Thursday: Felt bad in the last day, so i ditched everyone else and went out all by myself, drunk something @starbucks, and got a hair cut, feelin heck a lot better afterwards, maybe because the hair turns out good ;]
Friday: Woke up at 1pm...didn't do much either, just went out w/ Alyssa after 3, Walked around the lake and talked some Sr. Ball stuff, sweet~ ... Got home after 2 hr, later went to youth group w/ Alyssa again, meet this new guy named Jeffery, i bet i had saw him somewhere else before :X.
Sat-Tuesday: went to Las Vegas with Jenn, Linda and Tracy, AWESOME times, i'll post more about it later..
Weds: Working at Dessert Zone, Tracy, Roy and his bro both visited, later saw Stephanie, Anna and Kim =), i loved my boss Charles+Christy, they let me work which ever day i wanted to work, humm~ x] extra income, yay!
Tmr: Alyssa's House(Lydon's project)
Fri: go to Monterey Bay visit school, i need to make a decision with in lyk..1 week. either CSU in bay area or UC in so-cal [UCR is lame..rolf], i wanna stay closer to fremont >] considering Ohlone and transfer to Davis. Owell forget about school stuff..makes me headache.
Sun: will work @ Dessert Zone again, anyone who want to visit, just come!~~~yea, you!!!
to do list:
clean my room
upload Vegas pictures <250+254> o_O
and start going to school~ (i got this letter from Vice Principle, if just few more absences, then i will not graduate.) not good TT_TT

nothing more...i'm bored

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 07:19:33 GMT

First rejection from all the UCs, UCLA = out of my list。

like it hot~

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 06:05:24 GMT

Enjoy:

edit:

2 yrs past so fast..all of us are gonna be graduate.

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 09:55:52 GMT

stolen from Lizzzie Liz

STARTERS
+ date: 1/10
+ time: 1:23 AM
+ name: Cecilia Chang
+ age: 17
+ birthday: 09/30/1988
+ school:MSJHS
+ e-mail: icgreenlight@hotmail.com
+ sign: Libra Libra

BASIC
+ eyes: black
+ hair: black/brown/purple mix
+ height: 5'3"
+ shoe size: 8
+ who lives with you: Fremont=mom, Newark=Dad
+ when is your bedtime?: 1 or 2am

HAVE YOU EVER...
+ flown on a plane: yes
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: no.
+ missed school because it was raining: yea
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them?: no.
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: no
+ had a crush on a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend: no
+ been hurt emotionally: yes
+ kept a secret from everyone: yes
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: ?
+ cried during a movie: yes
+ been on stage: yes.
+ cut your hair: yes.
+ had a crush on a teacher: no

FAVORITE
+ shampoo: a slim orange bottle
+ fav colour: green, black, pink
+ day/night: both
+ summer/winter: Winter
+ lace or satin: lace
+ fav movie(s): Meet the fockers
+ fav drink: Coconut icy/Strawberry latic acid@ Dessert Zone
+ person to talk to face to face: all my favt friends
+ person to talk to on the phone: mostly Sharon or 38~ My phone bill!!! >O
+ person to talk to online: <3 all my MSN buddies

RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...
+ wearing: not very much
+ eating: nothing
+ drinking: nothing
+ listening to: Melody

HAVE YOU EVER... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
+ cried: no.
+ worn jeans: yes.
+ met someone new online: Yes
+ done laundry: no.
+ drove a car: no.
+ talked on the phone: yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
+ yourself: YES, all the time
+ your friends: yes
+ santa claus: no
+ tooth fairy: iono what's that..so i guess it's a no
+ destiny/fate: all the time
+ angels: a little
+ ghosts: a little
+ UFO's: yes

FRIENDS & LIFE
+ do you ever wish you had another name?: no i already have alot
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
+ do you like anyone?: yes
+ which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Sharon + Lucy
+ which friend have you known the longest?: Linda
+ are you close to any family members?: not much
+ who do you go to for advice?: ppl i <3
+ who do you hang around the most?: Sharon
+ worst feeling: far away from my <3's

OTHERS
+ Keep a diary?: once a yr maybe xD
+ Like to cook?: only mixing drinks and simple desserts
+ Fold your underwear?: yes
+ Talk in your sleep?: no-_-;
+ Set your watch a few minutes ahead?: yes
+ Bite your fingernails?: no
+ Believe in love?: so much

LAST...
+ Movie you rented?: Dark water (from Lindar)
+ Movie you bought?: i don't buy movies
+ Movie you watched?: cheaper by the Dozen 1
+ Song you listened to?: 独占神话
+ Song that was stuck in your head?: Melody
+ Song you've downloaded?: 不想长大
+ CD you bought: i don't buy CDs
+ CD you listened to?: some random piano album
+ Person you've called?: Mom
+ Person that's called you: 38
+ TV show you've watched?: Laguna Beach after show
+ Person you were thinking of?: 37

DO...
+ You wish you could live somewhere else?: not really
+ Others find you attractive?: no
+ You want more piercings?: yes
+ You want more tattoos?: no
+ You drink?: little =P
+ You do drugs?: no
+ You smoke?: no
+ You like cleaning?: no
+ You like roller coasters?: no
+ You write in cursive or print?: print

HAVE YOU...
+ Ever cried over a boy/girl?: yes
+ Ever lied to someone?: yes
+ Ever been in a fist fight?: no
+ Ever been arrested?: no

NUMBER
+ Of times I have been in love?: 2
+ Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1
+ Of hearts I have broken?: 1
+ Of girls I have kissed?: 0
+ Of boys I have kissed?: 0
+ Of people I consider my enemies?: 1
+ Of CDs that I own?: old ones
+ Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 4 but all local-.-
+ Of things in my past that I regret?: lots

WB

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:02:56 GMT

1想考虑和37去WinterBall,3说如果1和37去，那她就去问36。这时，2问1可不可以帮她问38和她去WinterBall，38说如果1和37去，那他就答应和2去。1不敢问37，3就买了Ticket让1去帮3问36，36说如果1和37去他就去。只要37答应，WinterBall 晚上就会多三对男女。3帮1问了37，据说37当场拒绝。第二天，36听到消息后打电话给1，说不要和3去WinterBall；38不再想去，2也失去信心，37就如同第一颗多米诺的骨牌，倒了下来，从头到尾倒得干干净净。
这是一场我觉得不后悔的错误。唯一的遗憾，就是谁都没有当面问清楚。

i do have a lot of time...

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:16:27 GMT

-倉鼠自述-

我以為我是富有的
我以為我是幸福的
從寵物商店被拿出的瞬間
我遠離了被大倉鼠欺負的命運
前面是充滿新鮮感的人生
到了舒服的籠子
裡面的榮華富貴﹐ 都屬于我一人
我每天吃吃睡睡﹐跑跑轉輪
悠閑的感覺別鼠很難體會

就這樣﹐半年過去了
我孤陋寡聞﹐隱居洗手間
過著同樣的日子﹐燈就是我的陽光
我似乎忘了我是誰
忘了我是一隻倉鼠
一隻本該奔跑與田野倉谷之間
和其它同類一起偷糧食的倉鼠
我沒有自我﹐命運就讓我如此
註定要孤老終死一生

世界上還有千千萬萬只跟我同樣生命的倉鼠
但只有我﹐才在這邊多情善感
我為自己的半歲生日許願
下輩子不要再當可憐的寵物
哪怕被打死﹐哪怕被狗吃
哪怕生命比日出日落還短
我也要燦爛的活出我的人生

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在此祝我家倉鼠Kimchi半歲生日快樂
你最多還有兩年半的壽命了

My Halloween~

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 02:56:28 GMT

College apps are stressing even i don't apply to any privates, but tired still, just felt there were lots of things going on last week made me really wanna stay at home on Saturday. But i did went to Q-cup anyway, which then turned out so wonderful that i glad i made the right decision, because Fremont Hub was having this Trick or Treat activity in Saturday afternoon when lots of kids dressed up and came to every store for candies...I haven't spend time with lots of kids for a long, long time since Walden West, they are just so amazingly cute XD~ result even inspired me to dress up on Monday- my last Halloween in high skoo. So i decided to wear some kind of outfit like my apron from Q-cup match with my Dessert Zone working T-shirt, until when i went to Longs buying candy, i saw this really really cute pair of Angel wings that moves when u put batteries in, i got hesitated for a while, but brought it anywayz =) now i have two costumes that totally don't match together..o`well, i decide to dress for the Angel type, even i'm not that angelish...~So on Sunday i went to Stoneridge for more stuff~ some kind of white jacket that matches my Wings- i brought boots, jeans and this cute white jacket from Triple Five Soul, then i found out they didn't even take the freaking alarm thingy off my jacket >[[ hella mad..they break my day of Halloween w/ my Wings>.< gotta go to that store again...so no more angel outfit~ i will back to wear my Dessert Zone T-shirt n Q-cup apron tmr, =] still good, sigh, spent 20 bucks on a pair of wings is worthless...or, i'll bring it to skoo anyway...to see if anyone else wants to put it on. No matter what, this pair of Wings is still my first/last Halloween custome~ happy ending =]

my wings =D

close up shot

Cute

Not so Cute =_=

my Halloween costume!

the candy bucket ^^

-Sent SAT scores too CSUs yesterday..woooosh~ are there any San Diego State ppl??lol.. i wonder if CSUs even exist for Mission kids >p

My top 5 Halloween Candy list:

1.Almond Chocolate Kisses
2.Hershey's Milk Dots
3.Jelly Beans
4.TwiX! =D
5.Lemon Head~

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 02:02:51 GMT

昨天是中秋節
有沒有突然想要看一看月亮?
心中又想起了誰?
想起一切似乎容易﹐
但想要忘記就很難了

haha i'm bored:

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Would you ever date xiangjiao? No..
2) What planet should lpmadman007 be from? mars
3) What is tttooommmeee's favorite movie? all Korean movies
4) Have you ever dated johnbonn? In a fake video clip?-_-
5) How long would icbob dating aznbebeblu last? Forever! OF CoZ~~~~XD
6) What is tachibanaluv's shoe size? 7? iono
7) Is lpmadman007 an emo? what's emo?
8) Do johnbonn and monkeyphobia go to the same school? yes
9) What would you do if you found out krnjchoi has a crush on you? It's impossible
10) Is krnjchoi related to you? friends
11) Does prettyprettyday go to your school? yes~ Genious
12) What comic book character would mintefrost be? i remember she likes "clover"
13) Are pe4ch_gur1 and bubblelyssa married? OH YES!~
14) Which president would lilcoolaznliz be likely to idolize? mummm.....
15) What color should tachibanaluv dye their hair? OMG~~~i <3 her hair..dark purple!
16) Would you set up cutetomatoe315 and guessforever520? no..
17) How would xiangjiao kill lpmadman007? why =D?
18) One quality you find attractive in frankhsueh? attractive? lol . but our B-days r 4 days in between!
19) Would you wrestle i_taiwangreener in jello? green jello????
20) What would ___if give guessforever520 for his/her birthday? Lotion!
21) Does i_taiwangreener have a big secret? yes
22) Does icbob drink? Nop
23) What animal does i_taiwangreener remind you of? people
24) Where did you first meet lilcoolaznliz? Last yr's Chem class
25) Are welmahsu and pinpinyu going out? noppp, different skoos lah..
26) How long have you known i_miss_taiwan? 3 yrs~ Aster
27) What is welmahsu's biggest flaw? she likes Puma too much. XO
28) How tall is pinpinyu? 5'4?
29) Is ___if a nerd? YES~ MELOOODY
30) Would lpmadman007 and nuvydeep look good together? Oh YES!
31) Is johnbonn introverted or extroverted? Extroverted
32) Is monkeyphobia a high school student? yes
33) What do you agree with xiangjiao about? i don't know..
34) Do you have johnbonn's screenname? yes
35) Thoughts on faelzto? Nice little girl
36) Where would faelzto most like to visit? Japan?
37) What flavor of jello would guessforever520 be? Orange
38) If baiwldrnner commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? haha
39) What languages does jehnnibebe speak? Eng/Chinese
40) Do you think frankhsueh is hot? i'll leave this blank
41) What is pe4ch_gur1's favorite color? orange
42) Would tttooommmeee go out with jehnnibebe? No
43) What word best describes krnjchoi? korean
44) When did you last call bubblelyssa? 2 days ago
45) xiangjiao's eye color? black
46) Has i_miss_taiwan been to your house/dorm? nop
47) What would you do if xiangjiao died? He's Not...going to die
48) What is tttooommmeee allergic to? Nothing!
49) How many monkeys could baiwldrnner fight at once and win against? 100/99
50) One thing you can't stand about johnbonn? he's a Junior!

Schedules

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:32:16 GMT

gov-Kinder
AP psyc-Lefkowwitz
Precal-Kobylecky
English-Lydon
Ap art-Christensen
Physics-Camacho

^_____^ <3<3<3

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 07:13:18 GMT

stay online a lot in these days........
saw these pix online, i think they are really cute =)

last one...my favttt~~moon <3